working on leaving the living

Oh let me tell you
And it's the same old story
no factual glory
I against I against I against I.






bonjour


well it has been about
22 thousand years
scince i last wrote in this
lets see what is new..


my hair is longer
lost some friends
gained some new ones
realized i am going nowhere fast
& i am okay with that
[kinda/sorta]


still love drinking

i dont know.. i guess thats it?

welll i have seriously been doing nothing
all i do is work like 2 hours a day
then lay around the house till about 9
go out and get so drunk i cant remember a damn thing i did
and have weird men call me
who i dont remember meeting.

FUN

i kind of found a boy
but i feel like lately he wants
nothing to do with me
and i hate that because
i really like him
[god damn sap!]
like we used to hang out sooo much
and now i hardly ever see him

i guess i screw up every
good thing in my life

ew. why am i talking about these things!?!?

i'll stop right now with this emotional bullshit

oh geeze

i really need to start working more
so i can get money
and move the fuck out of this hell hole of a house
but work makes me feel like i am in a dream
&& not a good dream at that
i'm not sure why really.
i think its all that glue i used to sniff
fucked up my minds eye.

i have $1.87 in my bank account
WOOO!

i need to find me a rich older man.
agreed?

yes.
agreed.


well saying as no one ever reads this
i will end this now.



-hannah kate harris






[theone&lonely]