But on the back deck you admit That you haven't felt much like laughing lately anyway

I put the past into the ground
I saw the future as a cloud
If there's still time to turn around
I'm going to

Its just one day I fell asleep
And all day all night I dreamed
I am the first one I deceive
If I can make myself believe
The rest is easy








lets see.
nothing is really new

this weekend should be fun

maybe

i dont know

maybe i will meet a boy on saturday.

doubts on that though.

i am not looking forward to valentines day

that will be so lonely.

im just staying in my room that whole day

[for real]

that other sister of mine is coming
home this weekend.

at least i can wear her clothes out

cause i am sick of all of mine.

i need more.

im sick of school
ireallyam

im pretty much sick of everything though

i need to find another job

becasue champps fucking sucks.

ugh.

im so tirrreedd



well i guess thats that.


i need a boyfriend
i need money
i need some frogs













































[I know you try and play it cool
But there are some thoughts you just can't hide]