cry for eddie in the corner thinking he's nobody

i'm just living on nerves and feelings
with a weak and a lazy mind
and coming to peoples parties
fumbling deaf dumb and blind



i hate school.
i never feel like doing anywork.
i dont really know why.
its a little but pathetic how lazy i am.


i am seriosly beging to belive the i have ADD.

i am sick of work too.

i guess im sick of just about anything that takes any effort.

yeah thats about right.

i just need to get rick QUICK

that would serisoly solve all my problems.

money is really everything.

i have a couple of schemes.


i dont know.




well im going to go feed my online shopping addiciton

bye.





"I guess I lean toward the excessive/But that's just the way it is when you're a manic depressive"-daniel johnston

[man i love him.]




































Just because I'm in misery,
I don't beg for no sympathy.
But if it's not asking too much,
Please send me someone to love

even those who cant sleep, they need some company

I'd say you make a perfect angel in the snow
All crushed out on the way you are
Better stop before it goes too far
Don't you know that i love you
Sometimes i feel like only a cold still life
That fell down here tolay beside you
Don't you know that i love you
Sometimes i feel like only a cold still life
Only a frozen still life
That fell down here to lay beside you




yesterday was the anniversery of Elliott smiths death.


it just gets me down. what a waste. i wish that he were still alive.






so this weekend was okay.


friday hung out with emily.
went to fridays.


on saturday hung out with emily and the twin.
got ditched by ashley preda[what a shock]
we ended up at someboys house.
i got pretty drunk.
i was being annoying.
from what i can remember.
i dont think that any of the poeple there liked us very much.


i need to take someoranges.

i needtofellgood.


its the only way.


i am just kind of sick of everything.

















Why are you staring into outer space, crying?
Just because you came across it, and lost it

eating all the time feeding the monster inside

so last night.

me soph and emily went out to dinner at chipotle.


[also known as the last meal]


i completly forgot that i was a vegitarian and i ate chicken.

it was delectable
but i felt kind of nausiated.
than we went thirifting.
i got some pink moccisans.


than we went to emilys sisters apartment and watched

Thank You For Not Smoking.

i felt very nervous because her sister and her husband and their friends were there.

i get nervous meeting new people.
but they were really nice.

the movie was okay.


i bought some oranges from sara.

so now im realllly hyper.

and i am trying to get alot of submissons done.
but its making me even more distracted than usual.

GRRR.


[i think that i am obsessed with mr. daniel johnston.]


i have to pee.
but im to nervous.

i havent peed in school all year.

i think that this program isnt as good as everyone thinks.

i mean i only have to go to school 2 days a week[from 8:30-11] and for 30 minutes on friday.

but the work is kind of harder because you have no one toexplain it to you or help you if your stuck.

scince its all on Le' computer.

An element that has two outer electrons seeks to gain six more.
how am i supposed to know that.?

and why do i need to know that.?

again my science teacher if a fool and i hate him.


i think i need to start doing my owkr now.

no one is evern reading this.
i dont see the point.



im out



-haanahkateharris

'cos the names you drop put ice in my veins

[i am a baby in my universe ill live forever]





i hate school.

i really do.
i think that i have an ulcer.

or something.
my stomach hurts when i drink anything.
maybe its a good pain,


nawwww.

so i need to come up with more get rich quick schemes.

because i need to get rich quick.
[the truth]


im excited for oranges on wednsday[i dont think i spelled that right. if i did that would be a first]

illgetalot more submissions done.


i need more friends.
im trying to myspace


and find some.

because that is what myspace is for.
meeting people.
does no one realize this.!?

thats what it was in the old days of myspace at least.

ive had that thing for a little over 3 years.
im getting sick of it.

at least i dont check it everyday though.


anyways. enough of that.



[but i am sick of the interweb sucking me in]

Matter is scientifically classified based on the properties it possesses.
what does the even mean.?


i hate my science teacher.

he is a FOOL.

when in life will i need to know what kinf of substance acid produces .


well i wont ever need to know that.

i am the only one left in my class right now
and myteacher is calling myname.
so i just turned my music up even louder
on my i-pod and am pretending to do somesort of work.

im sick of his blubbering.

i was thinking.

if i sent sophie to work and she said she was me.. what would happen.
she could just say that she got plastic surggery or jsut claim that i[she] looked like that the whole time.

[hahahaha]

no really.

theres no way to really prove that shes not me.


exceptforDNA.


im not even sure what im talking about anymore.

[what is milk of magnessia and why is it considered a base.?who decides these things?]



im out.



hannahkateharris

i am so sick of work. i work like every day.



i think that i need to start doing my submissions for school.
i mean they arent that hard.


i am just extremly lazy.


i am excited for this weekend!
Tilly and the wall is on friday and i have the whole weekend off
[except for sunday]



im not quite sure why i made a blogspot

when i have a livejournal.
but i rarely write on that.

i just like reading celeb gossip.



that is all i do in school though.
i dont know.

i am just a fool.

i havent eaten meat in days.