eating all the time feeding the monster inside

so last night.

me soph and emily went out to dinner at chipotle.


[also known as the last meal]


i completly forgot that i was a vegitarian and i ate chicken.

it was delectable
but i felt kind of nausiated.
than we went thirifting.
i got some pink moccisans.


than we went to emilys sisters apartment and watched

Thank You For Not Smoking.

i felt very nervous because her sister and her husband and their friends were there.

i get nervous meeting new people.
but they were really nice.

the movie was okay.


i bought some oranges from sara.

so now im realllly hyper.

and i am trying to get alot of submissons done.
but its making me even more distracted than usual.

GRRR.


[i think that i am obsessed with mr. daniel johnston.]


i have to pee.
but im to nervous.

i havent peed in school all year.

i think that this program isnt as good as everyone thinks.

i mean i only have to go to school 2 days a week[from 8:30-11] and for 30 minutes on friday.

but the work is kind of harder because you have no one toexplain it to you or help you if your stuck.

scince its all on Le' computer.

An element that has two outer electrons seeks to gain six more.
how am i supposed to know that.?

and why do i need to know that.?

again my science teacher if a fool and i hate him.


i think i need to start doing my owkr now.

no one is evern reading this.
i dont see the point.



im out



-haanahkateharris